Broken soul

Crying like a baby
lyin` on the floor
It`s so quiet here
now that you walked out the door
You`re gone
and all you left behind is this open scar
A wound that only time can heal
Not sure if my broken soul will let it though
Feels like I died inside
when you held me one last time
Told me everything `s gonna be alright
But you don`t know
the scars I already carry around
From another life
from another past

It`s hidden underneath my clothes
behind the mask of who you wanted me to be
who I wanted me to be
But deep inside my soul
inside where no one else can see
no one can reach
is a scared little girl
A memory of who I once were
Not sure if I even wanna go there myself
Not now
maybe tomorrow
When the pain is more distant
Locked in again
have to move on
Go outside,
face the world
Mask back on,
brave little girl
Happy face on
No one likes a sad face
or the real you..